In My Darkest Hour

Megadeth

In my hour of need 
ha! no, you're not there... 
and though I reached out for you 
wouldn't lend a hand. 

Through the darkest hour 
grace did not shine on me. 
It feels so cold, very cold 
no one cares for me. 

Did you ever think I get lonely ? 
did you ever think that I needed love ? 
did you ever think to stop thinking 
you're the only one that I'm thinking of... 

You'll never know how hard I tried 
to find my space and satisfy you too. 

Things will be better when I'm dead and gone 
don't try to understand, knowing you I'm probably wrong. 

But, oh, how I lived my life for you! 
still you'd turn away 
now as I die for you, 
my flesh still crawls, as I breathe your name 
all these years I thought I was wrong 
now I know it was you! 
Raise you head, raise your face your eyes 
tell me, who you think you are? 

I walk, I walk alone 
into the promised land. 
There's a better place for me 
but it's far, far away 

Everlasting life for me 
in a perfect world 
but I gotta die first, 
please god send me on my way ! 

Time has a way of taking time, 
Loneliness is not only felt be fools. 
Alone I call to ease the pain, 
yearning to be held by you. 
Alone so alone, I'm lost 
Consumed by the pain 
the pain, the pain, the pain. 

Won't you hold me again? 
And you just laughed, ha! ha! Bitch ! 
My whole life is work built on the past 
but the time has come when all things shall pass 
this good thing passed away. 

In my darkest hour