I Devise My Own Demise I Devise My Own Demise I Devise My Own Demise I Devise My Own Demise I can't control everything And I can't forget just what I've seen And these memories take me away To a better place than I am today Than I am today R: I devise my own demise Here's to life-the life I'm losing I devise my own demise Here's to life-the life I'm losing It is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye) To fade away, fade away alone (motherfucker, goodbye!) I just want you to take, take me back home To a better place that I've never known That I've never known R: I devise my own demise... yeeeeah, yeaaaah, woooow I can't control everything (death is the only way out!) And I can't forget just what I've seen (death is the only way out!) These memories take me away To a better place that I am today Than I am today R: I devise my own demise... ...this life I'm losing (this life I'm losing) ...this life I'm losing (this life I'm losing) I devise my own demise (own demise)